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dream with your eyes open.

claim my pieces, fine. but they'll never be yours.


this here is good stuff.

just saying.



i still don’t understand why people rush inside when it starts to rain.
i believe that a moonlight world is one full of shadows and grace.
and maybe we’re all just misunderstood

i love midnight ferry rides, i love dreaming of flight, i love whispers of sunrise. i love writing letters, even if i never send them. i love painting my nails bright colors that don't match and never will.

i love.

i choose f r e e d o m.

and someday i'll fly, and someday i'll soar.
and someday,
i'll be, damn, so much more.

there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss

it will all be okay.


Current Residence: Canada
Operating System: Mac OS X
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Favourite cartoon character: Rafiki
Personal Quote: we too are made of stardust.

coming home.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 24, 2011, 8:17 PM
It's been a rough month. Let me show you -

It's a Thursday today. It's a Thursday and this week is almost over, but dear god, it's taken years to get here.
I've never been so tired in my entire life. Never mind that I haven't slept; how long has it been since I have? No, this is different. This is an ache that goes deep           down past my marrow, and is hidden somewhere within my aortas.
I feel tired because I don't know how long I've been counting on tomorrows, except that it's been a long, long time. I'm tired because I can't remember yesterday, and it's been a long time since I could.
I'm tired because I can't remember what the last thing I said to you was - I hope it was 'I love you,' but I'm beginning to think that maybe it was just 'Goodbye.'
I'm tired because I'm sick of caring, and even so, I'm worried that I don't care enough any more. I'm tired because I listen to the same playlist again and again and it's the same music that I hear in my dreams. I'm tired because I never did forget you, even though you told me I should, even though, even though.

It's a Thursday today, and for the first time, I want to get drunk. I want to forget and I want to be free.
Yesterday I cried and cried, but today I will be strong. Today I will paint my nails bright bright colors if I have to, and I will go to bed early, if that's what it takes and I'll make a hundred paper cranes to be that much closer to a wish. Today I will swear and swear, to see if maybe it makes me feel better, and tomorrow, everything will be better.
This isn't how I wanted things to be.


It's a Thursday today. It's a Thursday, but it's a new Thursday, and times have changed.
I'm exhausted but I'm beginning to realize that darling, I'm always tired, and maybe that's okay.
I feel tired because I don't know how long I've been looking toward the future, except that it's been ages, but I never plan on stopping; I'm tired because I'm trying to forgive the past, it's harder than I thought, but at least I'm trying.
I'm tired because I spent so much energy on you that I forgot about myself, and anyhow, it doesn't matter what the last thing I said to you was, you left anyway. But let's be honest, that was the best thing for both of us, and I'm tired because it took me this long to figure that out.
I'm tired because I can't stop singing, and the music is all around me. I'm tired because now, I don't want to forget you, even though, even though.
It's a Thursday today, and for the first time in a long time, I'm going dancing. Oh, how I've missed the midnight breeze.
Yesterday I cried and cried, (but that was because I was rewatching Harry Potter) and today things are okay. Today I made my friends laugh and today I don't need to go to bed early, today I had tea as soon as I got home and it was lovely. Today I told my dad how much I loved him, and today I taught my puppy how to slow dance. Today was okay, but you know what? Tomorrow's going to be marvellous.

Tomorrow we won't be censored, tomorrow we'll make stupid mistakes and not be judged. Tomorrow I can dance in any dress I want to and not have to worry about boys looking up my skirts. Tomorrow you'll see all the people you've ever missed, tomorrow no one will feel stupid or slighted or used.
Tomorrow will be everything you've ever wanted.

  • Listening to: Forever Yours - Alex Day
  • Reading: Waiting for Godot - Samuel Beckett
  • Watching: Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows pt2
  • Playing: Plants vs Zombies

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The-dork-ness-13 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2012
I love your writing, they are simply wonderful and so comparable with personal experiences.

Thank you for sharing such beautiful work.
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2012   General Artist
Happy Birthday! :la:
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2012   General Artist
You have been featured! [link]
Please do not forget to :+fav: this article and check out the other artists included as well! Thank you! :love:
queenofrelax Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2012
i miss you. oh where or where did you go? <3
WanderingHere Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012
ach, my love. i just haven't felt like writing lately.
or, i suppose, i have, but i don't have time / anything to write about.
i do intend to come back.
queenofrelax Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2012
i currently feel somewhat "out of muse" myself.
well, i await your return and to read your lovely words again <3
WanderingHere Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2012
if you want, this is my tumblr, i sometimes post writing-ish things of mine.
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ProvenParadox Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2012  Student Writer
I just read your tumblr thoughts about our pilgrimage to the west. You're lovely; those days were lovely; your words about those days are the loveliest words.

I just think you're marvelous, I guess.
WanderingHere Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012
and they were lovely because they were shared.
IndigoSkyes Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the faves, my darling. :heart:
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